destony_55 on Datingish

Wednesday, 13 October 2010

FWB?

its the night after out little "date"...

it seems that every time we do it, it just gets better and better.. this has just started so we are still getting to know each others moves and wants but hot damn it was good if i do say so my self. feels good to know that its at least good sex! "breaking up" would just be really hard and wouldn't really know what to say... haha! sex is bad sorry not worth it.???? Thank got that is not anything i have to do.

so we made rules ya know.. this one he made.. so i was willing to agree and it makes sense. i will have sex with you and kiss you and stuff but once its all done and over with and i'm leaving, i am not gonna try and hug/kiss you.. its just a sex thing WHAT?? so what does he do when he is getting ready to leave?? he wraps his arms around me and hug/kisses me then out the door he walks.... he was the one who has had this fwb thing before.. so why the hell is this not going like the way we planed? see its shit like this that makes me think that maybe he wants more than fwb and is just freaked out by the commitment part, but then again he seems like the guy who would be very faithful and wouldn't have a problem... i know he has a lot on his plate right now. i am not about to ask him.. lol dont want to scare him off just yet!

I Think i really kinda like him.. tee hee... but i will be good and have a good time till something starts to really gets to me. i am having fun and i am way happy, and that is what matters right now cause i am not looking to rush into anything and the best way to handle this is to just sit back and enjoy... right!?!

Tuesday, 12 October 2010

First FWB.. yikes

ok were to start.

( sorry in advance i will be all over the place things will just run on and on HAHA )

.. i am in my first FWB relationship... worked with him for 3yr. and totally fell for him from the start.. but he was was a horn dog.. but we have this odd trust thing working for us and about a month ago this all changed in to this fwb thing.. then he went to another store, about 2 weeks ago. Thought that this would be where it would all end...

boy was i so wrong... we just back from a mini vaca!! it was way needed for sure and it was a blast. never been to any of the places we went. it also made me think that i wanted better and i know i shall be treated better ( just got out of a bad relationship about 7mo ago) he tends to make this WAY more personal.. we do have rules in place, but i think there needs to be more. but i think this may be cause i fear i may have feelings for him or its a rebound but in a few ways i kinda feel like he likes me too. not sure, like i said this is all new to me... Ahhhhh We got home from the trip and all we did is text all things we never talk or wanted to do... like be cute while walking around arms around one another holding hands hugs and such..

well we kinda made plans to hang out tomorrow night.. sex is the point of the night.. stay tuned and i will post again.

All i hope is that if things do come to a end i hope it ends with us still being friends... i am bound to run into him for work
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